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Name: John
Country: United States
State: Indiana
Metro: Indianapolis
Gender: Male
Interests: Reading: Philosophy, Poetry, Psychology, Fiction, Mystery, Suspense, Thriller, Horror, Fantasy, Sci-Fi, Speculative Fiction, Seth Harwood, Scott Sigler, Chris Lester, Dean Koontz, George R. R. Martin, Eldon K.R., Tee Morris, Philippa Ballantine. Podcasts: Infected, Nocturnal, Ancestor, The Metamor City Podcast, Morevi Remastered, Chasing The Bard, Jack Palms 3. Music: Dont even get me started on music, I listen to almost everything imaginable. If you want to talk music just send me a message. Movies: The same goes for movies. I could talk movies all day given the opportunity. Television: I mainly watch comedy or crime dramas. That includes whatever runs on CBS in the exclusion of reality shows that aren't Big Brother or Kid Nation. I watch most any program on USA especially Monk and Burn Notice. I also indulge in the daytime soap opera's One Life to Live and General Hospital whenever I get the chance. Other than that I am interested in electronics, computers, and technology in general.
Expertise: I specialize in many things. The weaving of words with the occasional and sometimes crass witty repartee. I'm great in front of a microphone as well as a camera. I write music as well as stories, I've been told I'm a good singer. I can spend all day in front of a mixer board just playing with sounds for my techno project before I even start on a new song. I am also very good at web/graphic design.
Occupation: Student at Ivy Tech Community
Industry: Entertainment
Message: message meEmail: email me
Website: visit my website
AIM:  exesinxmyxalias
Yahoo:  sobbingxkitten@yahoo.com
Member Since:
1/24/2004
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| Well the day after I made my last update I went back to fix my car. Got the water pump replaced but snapped the tension pulley like a twig. It just came the fuck off. So Kyle and I go searching and for $100 or so we found the part we need. And we lucked out, because it was the only one left in Indy. Neither one of us knew what the fuck we were doing, so all the shit is sitting in my trunk. And we'll be going out there tomorrow with the guy who sells me weed. Because aside from being an entrepreneur, he also knows a lot about cars.
So I'll let you know what's going on and if I have my car back by tomorrow.
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| So today Kyle, one of the hosts for BoAC, and I went out to fix my car. We were able to get all the bolts off of the water pump but reached a problem when it came to removing it. The tensioner was in the way of the pump and we weren't sure as to how to remove it and we lost daylight. So I'm staying the night here and going out early tomorrow to fix it. Hopefully I'll be driving back home in my own car tomorrow. Wish me luck and stuff. | | |
| Here's a new post coming at you. Your blogger is at the helm but he's sidetracked. He's dissapointed and depressed.
He's had no intentions of doing this post in the third person, but that's just what's happening. And as someone who's trying to make a profession out of his writing, he's learned to just go with it.
He's been seeing Kristi all this time since he made that blog post about her a couple of months ago. Things were amazing. But now it feels like she doesn't have time for him. He knows that because of her job she's got a very demanding work schedule but she could still try to make time. With his car broken he has nothing better to do but sit at home all day. He stays signed into Yahoo! Messenger and AIM visible only to her most times so that if she signs on they can talk. But they don't talk on messenger much anymore. And she barely ever calls him. She has both of his numbers and knows how to get in touch with him. He just wishes she'd call more, or something.
He got out of a relationship in November with a woman who barely paid attention to him, even when he was in the same room as her. He doesn't react well to this kind of neglect, whether it's unintentional or not.
He's absolutely crazy about Kristi, she's the best thing he's got going for him in his fucked up little life right now. If he could get anything out of life, anything at all, it would be to spend his with her. Their attempts to make a trip and be together for a week or two has failed on both attempts and this lack of communication just fucking hurts. It physically hurts him. Last night all he wanted to do was curl up into a ball and cry. Luckily he got to talk to her for a few minutes on AIM while she was at work and that made him feel better and sleep easier.
She said she would call him today after church before she went to a party, and it turns out that she doesn't even have her phone today. He doesn't know what's going on right now. He wishes someone would clue him in, he wishes that she'd pay more attention to him.
He can't function like this, and he doesn't know if all of this is unintentional, or just a series of events horridly tainted by lots of bad luck. Or if she doesn't take this as serious as he does.
He wishes he had some answers. He would say he demanded answers, but he's far too upset to be angry right now. He thinks he might lay down for a while, all of this emotion is making his shoulders scream with pain.
/bitchy emo blog post
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| I'm about to go into a food coma so I'll see how long it takes me to "do the rounds" and update my blogs. I don't update this blog as often as I should, and I've had it A LOT longer than any of my other blogs. You should check out my personal Wordpress blog I update that on a semi regular basis. I'd subscribe to the feed if I were you, it's rather nifty.
I would tell you what's up with BOaC but you can just go to the show blog for that. The link is sitting around on one of these posts somewhere, I'm sure you're skilled enough to find it.
So I went to go check on my application at Wal-Mart. I had to sit around for twenty minutes before someone from HR came out to tell me that something came back on my app that said "DO NOT HIRE". So the answer to "Can I have a job?" wasn't just "no" it was "FUCK NO!!".
I got a job interview with Werner Trucking. But on the way back home my car broke down. So it's stuck in Indianapolis right now and I won't have the parts until at least Monday or Tuesday.
That, and the job I want requires training. This costs $150 for a drug test, a background check, and enrollment. I could ask my dad for the money but he's spent a FUCKING MOUNTAIN of money on the server he built me for my birthday, as well as the parts to fix my car. So I'm going to have to figure out a way to come up with the money myself or wait a while to ask him.
I feel that I did very well in the interview so I'm hoping that it'll be ok if I wait a few weeks.
That's about all I can think of to cover in regards to what's going on with me. So I'll keep you updated on what's up with my car. And you can bet your ass that I'm going to be bragging about my server when it gets here on Tuesday.
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| No, I can assure you that I'm most certainly not dead. When Diane left, she took the laptop with her. I had my dad ship me a desktop after she left and I got it all set up. And everything was running good. Then I install new RAM and a second hard drive to it and it melts down when I get ready to import all of my Firefox settings.
And now I've got the computer up and running again, doing relatively everything its supposed to be doing. I thought I'd take to day to update all of my blogs and import my Firefox settings, and maybe make a new twitter account.
Not a lot is going on with me right now. I'm not sure what I posted about on my last blog so I'm just going to go with what I think should be covered.
At the start of the year I got a job at the Sonic Drive-In that they built in town. I'm working there now, it's OK. Not entirely satisfied with my hours I'm getting, but I just heard that Walmart is looking to hire seventy people and hopefully I can be one of them.
I made two really good new friends. We decided to form our own crew. Don't make us kill you.
A few days ago I started talking to Kristi again. For all of you who've known me for long enough should remember who she is.
If you don't know I will take this time to provide you with a back story.
In the summer between my freshman and sophomore year of high school I was preparing to spend my tenth grade year at the Camden Military Academy of South Carolina. During that summer I met Kristi online. I'm fairly certain it was through an early social networking site called The Dilly. The site is still up today, but I was on it back in the day, when it was less . . .lame.
We dated while I was at Camden and I got to see her over a couple of the leaves throughout the course of the school year. One of the times I was visiting her, the man that eventually became her step father dissaproved of me. And when I got back to Camden I found a "Dear John" letter waiting for me when I checked my email. What I didn't find out until just recently when Kristi and I started talking again, was that her parents made her break up with me.
Well, I got my computer set up the way it should be and logged into Yahoo! Messenger. And after I was online for a few minutes she started messaging me. I haven't been able to keep her out of my head since.
As for news on the third season of Banter Over a Cigarette, I plan on starting the show within the first two weeks of March. I have a couple of bonus episodes that will be uploaded soon just to test the feed. I also plan on searching myspace for a bit to find a good song for this seasons intro. As always there will be updates on Mondays, and I'm fairly certain that we will be doing a St. Patricks day special. That's really all I can think about that requires an update.
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